Prints.

This prints are better quality than the photos make them look.

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11/5/10

Recently I'll get these moments, often when I'm sitting at home where I'll feel an urge to be at a show. I'll be in the mood to shout and sing along to a band. It's frustrating that I can't just press a button and be in that situation.

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In my eyes.

When I feel people are rude towards me I always take it to heart. It will almost always bother me for days afterwards. On the one hand I feel down about it but it also makes me determined to continue treating people well to the best of my ability. The confrontation seems to inspire positive thinking. I was walking home after work this evening and I saw a car parked on the side of the road. I noticed that as I started to get nearer the car the couple inside started to look at me and talk to one another and knew they were going to do something. I actually considered cutting across the field just to avoid them. I thought they're going to beep the horn at me to try to make me jump and that's exactly what happened. They begin to laugh and give me a "We've just done something really funny" look. It may not seem much but these actions touch a nerve with me due to being bullied when I was younger. I take these jokes at my expense very offensively. Nowadays I chose to deal with these events by thinking that I have list in my head of things never to do to people and I cross them off as they happen to me (some people laughed at me and it felt horrible...don't act that way). It may not be a new lesson but it definitely reinforced some important beliefs on how to treat people.

"That tour it was no more fighting , be passive...Hank took blows, man. I remember me and Georgie picking him up during the set- people putting cigarettes out on his back, throwin' shit at him..he had sores all over himself, cos' he would not fight back. I thought he had a lot of strength to do that, man, a lot of strength. He probably learnt a lot too"-Mike Watt from a Biography of Henry Rollins.

Rise above!/shine bright.

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"my heart tells me that you will not listen to my words and this is the cause of my tears and cries"

cool.

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scab city.

where all the legs are scabby.

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I read somewhere... how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong... to measure yourself at least once.

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You can't be what you were so you better start being just what you are you.

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